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some day.

Monday, March 3
I'm a goddamn sellout.
It's the fucking schools fault.
Excuse the language.
But I feel like I need to cheat on homework to survive. I feel like shit but I lie to myself it's the only way.
Is it?
Does everyone cheat?
Does someone not cheat at all?
If so, please talk to me. I want to be like you, I want to be you.
Chances are you are as smart as hell too.
Fucking 4.0ers.
I envy you all.

But in the end I guess I can only blame myself.

now its personal, punk.

From now on, this is my secret.
My garden.
My dungeon.
My lair.
Oh, creepy.

As I type it is 12:25 AM.
I don't mind staying up so much today for some reason.
Why? I'm not sure.
School is such a pain in the ass sometimes.
I hope my generation is known for that.
Getting owned by all schools. I think in terms of education, we have it the hardest.

Why go private with this?
Because I can, and it lets me write out my feelings without worrying about other people.
Today I got angry again.
Pretty angry.
I fucking scare myself.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Like now.
Who am I?
I don't give off an accurate image of myself and I'm sure it shows but it's too late to stop now.

Albert Camus.
(or Camoo, as my mom says it)




Yay.