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Tinnitus

Sunday, May 23
I had a really weird dream last night. It involved lots of smiling whales and disappearing dirt from my sunflowers.
I woke up really anxious, I didn't feel the best this morning. I kept rolling around for some reason but then I ended up just laying in bed, watching my room get brighter and brighter. I like having the sun rise in front of my window, it's nice.

There are so many I-don't-knows in my life right now, but maybe I think I should just be more brash and less doubtful of myself. I feel like that'd simplify things, if I'd just pull the manly wool over my eyes and just take bigger more dramatic, alpha male-esque leaps into the world. To puff out my chest, release my pheromones, and take command of the room, that'd be a hoooooooooooooooooooooot.

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